my midterm break

spent 3 days lazing at home.. completed my 3rd season of winning eleven.. another treble-winning one, haha. oh and i think it was the first time (other than world cup period) that i watched 2 matches on consecutive days. arsenal was good! so was barcelona for the second half, despite the bad pitch conditions. i can't wait for the network soccer thing to start!! shall put in all my effort in it. =) great opportunity for the guys in the network to know each other.

went to SGH last night. went there to help pastor to baptize a man there. i was surprised to see so many pple there to witness it. was really cool to see them so joyous, despite the dreary atmosphere of the hospital (or is it just me?). anyway, it made me wish i could be older when my grandpa was baptized on his bed too, or at least someone could explain to me what was going on. anyway, hope to share with eugene (his son) when he goes to church with us.


it hurts to hear those things abt me, when all i want to do is to be there for the pple around me, to be a listening ear or just a presence to rely on.. haiz.. i dunno what to think of it. shall have a few more sips of whiskey b4 going to bed. sometimes it feels good to numb the mind.. whatever pain there was seems to recede for a while.. if only they will go away..