a fresh beginning

felt a bit depressed ytd.. it was the day of mech engin commencement, but i didn't go. instead i was in the lab looking and waiting for the computer to finish doing its processing, which take hours for each run to complete!! while walking home i see some fren's frens taking pictures outside the LT, i see UCC nicely decorated for this special occasion, i have lab technicians asking me what project am i doing, how come i'm doing all these during the hols.. and when i look at the calendar, i see only less than a week to go b4 i start on my presentation slides and project report.. haiz.. add the fact that i should have been in SAFTI at this moment. doing things i like, i find pride in. to be in uniform once again.

but what's the point? what's the point of wallowing in self-pity? of keeping the thoughts of defeat within me? on the ride back home ytd, i told myself, i must banish all these thoughts and feelings. out, out!! no more of all these. from now on, only postive thoughts, and positive actions..

went for a run ytd. guess i took too long a break after the osim tri, and it could be a factor that affected my emotions.. but now i'm starting my training and diet regime to be in tip-top condition for the nus tri. surfing the web for more info abt bikes. there are some online forums that offer second-hand bikes, so i could buy a cheap entry-level one just to take part in a few competitions and see if i have a strong interest in competitive cycling b4 committing to a good bike.

if u happen to be reading this, take a few mins to pray for me? =)